So it's been a rough couple of weeks and I haven't updated for awhile. For those of you that aren't aware...Austin has had some behavior type problems. We got him into some counseling under his pediatrician's direction. He has been diagnosed with severe Anxiety and mild Aspergers Syndrome. We have started him on a low dose of Anxiety medicine to see if we can get his Anxiety level down. I know things will be okay. Austin is a very smart boy and will get through this.
Now, for the other thing.....I went into work this past Wednesday....like normal. My boss called me into his office. I honestly HATE talking to my boss. I love my job....just not my boss. I've never liked him from day one. I've put up with him. We have been getting a long as of late and I thought everything was fine. I had no warning for the words that came out of his mouth on Wednesday. The first thing he said to me is, "I'm sorry Kim, but things are not working out so we have decided to let you go." Talk about a shocker. He then proceeded to tell me that it was a business decision and that I shouldn't take it personally. He reminded me of the hard economic times, blah..blah...blah. He then offered to let me stay on for two more weeks while I look for another job and so that I can help train my replacement. WHAT!!!????? At first I thought he was being nice but the more I've thought about everything that was said, it has confirmed my belief that he is a very manipulative and dishonest man. I was very hurt Wednesday and Thursday but I now feel a load has been lifted off my shoulders. I know I couldn't have done anything differently. I always do my best and try to go above and beyond my duties. I have never been layed off or dismissed from a job so that is the hard part for me. I hate to fail and I feel like I've failed. Anyway, I've decided that I will not stay on for two more weeks to be his little pawn but I will graciously leave and use my time to find something better and to get some things done around my house that have been severly neglected. I know this was for the best. I don't know if it's because Austin needs me right now or what but I know things will work out. Financially it will be a big struggle until I find something but I feel that this was meant to be.
I have made some very good friends with co-workers. I know we will remain friends....at least they better keep in touch. If you're reading this....Steve...you are like a brother to me. I will miss my Fergie fix every week at sales meeting! You crack me up and always bring joy when you come into the office. Danielle.....YOU ROCK!! You seem to pull the words I want to say out of my head and they always sound so much better when you say them. I will miss our "Edward" talks....but hey, there's always email and you can call me anytime. We will definitely need to do lunch. Howard.....You make me laugh. I LOVE your sense of humor!! You definitely knew how to brighten up my day. Larry..... I'll miss all our Quickbooks and Data base updates....NOT! :) No, j.k. I look forward to game nights with you and Kristie!! Mark.....you reminded me so much of my little brother. Your laugh is very contagious. Good luck with everything....Dave....it's been a joy. Don't kill too many rabbits. I'll be sure to follow your blog so I can see cute little Eva.
So, there is my farewell work speech. I'm glad to be done but will definitely miss the people.....just not my boss. :) Cheers to a better future!!
